Welcome to my Life

Wouldn’t it be nice if at birth we were all given a manual, a how to manual, and when we came up against something we weren’t sure how to handle, we could just look it up in the manual.

Like how exactly do you deal with moving out of your boyfriend’s house because you found your own?  I mean, that was the deal. I move in here until I could find a place I could afford.  I found my new house this week.  I’ve got a week to 10 days before it’s ready for me to move in.  So where is the chapter in that book that tells me how to transition from living with him to living alone?  Where’s the chapter that tells me he will still love me even when I’m not sleeping next to him every night?  Where to find the answers to questions such as “What’s for dinner? Where are my jeans? Can you help me with my homework?” when someone else has answered those questions for 2 months?  Where do I find the reasuring words “It’s all going to be ok. Nothing’s going to change?”